songfest is coming up soon. 8th may i think.
fernando and sam keeps pestering me to join and i dont wanna.
mainly because i dont know what to sing and whether i can do it onstage as i do it off. its scary and i'm not a performer, i'm just a person who can sing. period.
i keep picturing myself like one of the AI performers, with all the zest and the vocal qualities that they so rightly posses. obviously i'm not like that but what if eh? seesh. i just wish that they'd stop pestering me cos its conflicting.
which is why i respect mel for goin up on stage and doing what he does best. no, i'm not talking about being an asshole, i'm talking about that other thing, singing. i'm proud of him.
dont think i'll be able to do that though. minimal stage confidence when it comes to singing i'm afraid.
but what if eh?

i had a really busy saturday.
first, the j1's interact club orientation was held from 8 till close to eleven.
it was so much fun! the games all went fine and the wet game at the end was fantastic. might repeat that for the june camp. the j1s i spoke to said that they enjoyed themselves and well, that's all i wanted to hear. hope that they'll stay (though i wished we had about 20+ more people).
then i rushed home and met kit at about 1pm to go to telok kurau sec for an interact meeting. seesh. it was sooooo warm at the god forsaken school! i went dizzy with the heat!
thank god we left early (at about 330pm) and we made our way to the indoor stadium for danceworks.
danceworks, hosted by dan ong and jean danker, (from where i was sitting though, they were the size of my thumbs) was extremely enjoyable. even though we had sitting seats, as opposed to the standing mosh-pit types, i was bobbing up and down my chair with kit to the music and the spectacular dances by the various schools.
my excitement was escalated further by the arrival of shinder and ilyana. lol. it was a blast. when tpjc was on, we all stood up and cheered like crazy! even hai sing performed! both were good but didnt win anything. but to make it this far in the competition was good enough i suppose.
kit and i left bfr the dance floor opened cos we were damn hungry and it was getting late. we (accidentally) went to subway, grabbed 6''s and went home.
i was beat.
still, i managed to do some bio bfr falling asleep on the damn tutorial. lol. (i know i know, nerd).
busy saturday huh?

jeremy and i made fun of eternal flame today. we changed the lyrics totally to smt damn dumb:

sing to the song:

shut your lids
hand me your wrist baby
do you feel my chest pulsating
do you comprehend
do you feel similar
or is this just a reverie
is this combusting a perpetual fire.

i know i know. it must sound damn lame now. but it was extremely hilarious when we first thought of it.
heh.
well what can i say, our humour is an acquired taste.

check this out.
went to bored.com and found loads of superstitions.
they're hilarious.
so here's my top ten most silliest superstitions.



10. The spouse who goes to sleep first on the wedding day will be the first to die.

9. Never carry a hoe into the house. If you do so by mistake, carry it out again, walking backward to avoid bad luck.

8. Cut your hair on Good Friday to prevent headaches in the year to come.

7. Good Luck: Putting a dress on inside out.

6. If you shave your head on a Saturday, you will be in perpetual debt.

5. To milk a cow being sent to market is bad luck.

4. To get rid of a cough, take a hair from the coughing persons head, put it in between two slices of buttered bread, feed it to the dog, and say - eat well you hound. May you be sick and I be sound.

3. If you don't cover your bald head it will start raining.

2. A dog eating grass mean rain is coming.

1. Dogs that howl on Christmas Eve will go mad before the end of the year.

i'm so tired.
have you ever wondered why is it that sometimes you wake up more refreshed after sleeping at 2am when compared to sleeping at 10pm? it doesnt make sense to me and its bloody infuriating. you sleep at 10 plus plus, thinking 'hey, this is pretty early but at least i'll be fresh as fresh can be the next morn'. but lo and behold, you wake up at 6am (with at least 7 hours of rest ) and you feel like crap.
you feel like youre in a concentration camp with germans for alarm clocks.
annoying isnt it, when what you plan doesnt turn out like how its suppose to.
nontheless i'm surviving in school.
week 1 day 2 term 2.
another 2 weeks more till good friday. wish it would hurry itself up.
i'm in the library now. skipped gp and going for the compulsory double period malay lesson later. hope its fun at least. i just dont want it to be a drag.
i'd rather get trampled by stallions than do another malay compo.

school's gonna start in approxiamately 2 days.
where did the other 5 go? seesh. they seem to have zoomed over my head when i was busy looking at the world cross eyed. its just annoying. i mean a week is too short a duration for a stressed out kid. lol.
but seriously, i'm not looking forward to monday, the day when the gates of hell re-open. argh.
anyway, on to brighter and merrier topics. went out with mel on thursday i think. went to have dinner at white sands. seems like things are still the same even though we havent seen each other for weeks. his sense of direction is still rubbish. its amazing he met me at all.
some things just dont change.

dreamt of a fortune teller yesterday. she was talking about the kid i was going to have. she implied that by the time 1'm 28, i'll have a son. interesting isnt it?
but this must be baldderdash considering i feel asleep on reading thinner, a stephen king novel about gypsy fortune tellers. so there, it cant be true. 28? first son? me? heh. but what if eh?
anyway, watched haunted mansion. i really enjoyed myself. mixture of fun, fear and a good story line. but (there's always a but with me) the ending was extremely cheesy. god it was almost embarrassing to be watching the show at that point. lol. but hey i wont deny that the overall show was good. i like the 4 singing heads. other than their fantastic a cappella performance, i tot they were hilarious.
by the way, guess what? malay aint as gone as it seems yet in tpjc. we found out that we still have to attend the double period lessons every week (mine's on tuesday) where we play games or sit for interesting lessons conducted in our mother tongue. why? so that 'we do not lose our culture and still appreciate our mother tongue'.
bullshit.
reason: for every class, even though a double period lesson is once a week, it is at the end of the day; from about 3-4.30 or 3.45-5.15. if this stupid and utterly ridiculous proposal is taken away or was not put up in the first place then we dont need to stay back till so late playing silly games in our mt. we'd rather go home and spend time revising other subbies that matter for uni admission. its damn stupid and redundant. i'd rather they take up two single periods (which are in btw other lessons) than the double period.
this is so crappy.

interact week ended! yay. so happy. i was so damn stressed over the whole thing. but hey, we're doing it for charity so it was worth it. but if you were to ask me to do it all over again, i'll stick dynamite up your ass! overall we made $590 for profit. not bad eh?
guess what? i bought the lotr ring! heh. it cost 29.90 and it was money worth spent. i love it i tell you! i'm never takin it off. it mine, my only, my prrreecccccciiiioussssssss. lol.
holidays are here! finally! i can start on my revision. cant wait. strange eh? weird lil ol me.
of course i'm gonna go out too. all work and no play makes kishy a lil gay.
went to the nus open house today. sat for the psychology talk. kinda interesting but i'm still deciding between sociology and psychology as my 2nd major or minor. must see which one's more appealing. (but sociology need a little history, esp when i go in depth on marxism and the foundations of facists societies and democracy, a bad point.)
i met ervin there too. he also signed up for the talk on psychology and we sat together with reena and kit. hehe. had so much fun!
cant wait to enter uni and commence my uni life!

interact week started this monday. we just finished the second day and i'm already feeling dead. i think i'm getting sick. only thing that's pushing me is the holidays. (3 more days, hold on just 3 more days. you can do it. push, push push). i need extreme r&r.
today, the principal gave a talk on admission criterion to uni. it boils down to the bloody same thing. just get str8 As and life will go as you please. so much for 'drastic changes in the education system'. seems the same to me, cept' malay and sats are no longer compulsory.
darn though, my sats would've pulled me up quite a bit. 1340 aint a bad score but still... maybe i'll retake the paper again and see if i can get any higher. then at least it'll mask my mediocre malay results (cos malay and sats go hand in hand).
desicions decisions.

got my malay AO level results yesterday. i got a B4. happy with the results and i'm definitely gonna drop it. unfortunately, dropping the darn subject can only be done on tuesday, so it looks like i still have to endure one more period of malay on monday. hope she doesnt do anything.
isnt it just great that uni admission doesnt take into account mt anymore? its like a big relief. now i can concentrate on my other 6 subbies.
have to start my a level revision soon too. planning to start during the march holidays. can't wait. lol.

hmmm. did a quiz like thingy i found on mel's blog. and guess what? i'm a dragon. lol. i feel like a chinese sensai. anyways, i really dont think i'm a dragon. the triats just dont suit me at all. okay, well maybe i'm being unreasonable, i just did not like one statement in the whole description about the dragon.
Dragons are the best friends to have because they're willing to learn. i mean really?
that's so silly. lol. willing to learn? more like willing to help or willing to listen or willing to have fun or willing to talk. but willing to learn? seesh.
i sound so bookish.

You are Form 5, Dragon: The Weaver.

"And The Dragon seperated the virtuous from
the sinful. He tore his eyes from his sockets
and used them to peer into the souls of those
on trial to make a judgement. He knew that
with endless knowledge came endless
responsibility."

Some examples of the Dragon Form are Athena
(Greek), St. Peter (Christian), and Surya
(Indian).
The Dragon is associated with the concept of
intelligence, the number 5, and the element of
wood.
His sign is the crescent moon.

As a member of Form 5, you are an intelligent and
wise individual. You weigh options by looking
at how logical they are and you know that while
there may not always be a right or wrong
choice, there is always a logical one. People
may say you are too indecisive, but it's only
because you want to do what's right. Dragons
are the best friends to have because they're
willing to learn.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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