songfest is coming up soon. 8th may i think.
fernando and sam keeps pestering me to join and i dont wanna.
mainly because i dont know what to sing and whether i can do it onstage as i do it off. its scary and i'm not a performer, i'm just a person who can sing. period.
i keep picturing myself like one of the AI performers, with all the zest and the vocal qualities that they so rightly posses. obviously i'm not like that but what if eh? seesh. i just wish that they'd stop pestering me cos its conflicting.
which is why i respect mel for goin up on stage and doing what he does best. no, i'm not talking about being an asshole, i'm talking about that other thing, singing. i'm proud of him.
dont think i'll be able to do that though. minimal stage confidence when it comes to singing i'm afraid.
but what if eh?