sinking feeling

i'm at 22.

o.m.g.

21 didnt sound too bad. in fact it sounded somewhat exciting, considering the usual hype over the age. but it came and gone, and now i'm 22. i feel like i should be somewhere in life at 22. but i dont know where and i dont know if i should even feel this way.

the older i get the sadder i get, not because i mind getting that old (not much anyway), more because i constantly think i havent done enough. and also the time is coming for me to think about bigger more adult crap things and i dont wanna. can you say peter pan complex?

am i belittling all that i have done?