you know, it is really difficult to accept ones point of view when it really doesnt make much sense. but sense is subjective and something that makes sense might not make sense to another. but there is a limit to how much one can really accept. that is why we have diversity. but my problem is the act of accepting itself. it's so easy to nod and all that but god... it's so difficult to actually understand. i get where youre coming from but what the hell are you talking about? which planet are you from? it just doesnt seem to make sense. but then, we're back at the subjectivity of sense all over again. it's just all so difficult that it's so easy to nod to begin with.

i keep saying that people are so stupid, that they cannot understand what it is that's in front of them, but then again, maybe i'm the one that's really ignorant, not accepting what's in front of me all along, and not saying things that should've been said all this while.

nonetheless, i'd never leave a friend to fend for herself. what you did was despicable. no matter how bad the situation, you should never leave a friend high and dry. you're action and words tonight just showed how much you think of us. it was horrible. i would never do the same to you, no matter how bad the situation. i went into the same god-damn cab as you that night so that you'd get home safe. i'd never leave you by yourself. and dont give me all that bullshit about me being on a pedestal. i hate heights. so dont think i wanna be all high and mighty and righteous and everything; its ridiculous.