kits sick again and she very confident that the fates are going to snip of her thread soon.
she keeps whining about cancer and all.
stupid girl. heard that kit?
you are not going to get cancer anytime soon.

all this talk about death is seriously depressing. but since i'm insanely optimistic (c'mon eveybody, say it with me, BULLSHIT), i'm gonna list down the 10 things, in no order, i wanna do before i kick the bucket.

1. do more adventure sports. sky diving and such.
sure sure i'm probably gonna be uber nervous but hey at least i can say, 'i did that.'

2. visit europe again.
ah to see venice, rome, paris, london, switzerland...
sweet sweet dream

3. get laid.
need i elaborate?

4. have kids.
i wanna have lil kishans of my own. and maybe kishanis too but i want a son more. it'll be so cool. my own kids. i cant even begin to imagine.

5. get abs.
i'm workin on it, i'm working on it.

6. to love and be love in return.
the latter is as important as the former. can you imagine the torture of loving someone when the other person doesnt reciprocate the feeling? i can.
ah cupid, where for art thou?

7. be a teacher.
can anything else be more fufilling; to fill the inquisitive brains of the young mind and see their face light up in awe and wonder as you pass on knowledge like an open tap.
okay okay, its only a teacher, i wont get carried away.

8. to write a book
well this one is a maybe. but it'll be so cool. i already know which genre i wanna find my book in, thriller or horror. and i'll use another name (forgot the actual term) like john doe or smt. lol.

9. get married.
to get married, to devote your life to someone and watch someone do the same for you. is anything more romantic? (or scary?)

10. to find myself.
a personal goal. not religious but spirtual nontheless.

preety well balanced list dont you think?
from sex to soul.