went to the home for the mentally disabled on the 19th. an experience that i will never soon forget. they we all so clingy and well, just plain happy that we came. but it was very eye opening to partake in such a thing. it made me feel more conscious of the things i had and should be thankful for.
also, finished the carolling stuff today. did the accompanied one yesterday. it was good. i had to sing solo for because its christmas! thankfully it went well. was so proud of myself! even mrs kwan said she was impressed. hehe. : ) so all in all we'll be earning $71, which is an okay number. can't wait to feel the (hard earned) cash in my hands.
watched lotr: return of the king on the 22nd. the show was fantastic. cant wait to get the vcd. pipin sang too! his voice was awesome. the song was also great! cant wait to get the soundtrack. hope they have his song though. the show was so sad at the end. frodo had to journey to the undying lands and had to be seperated from the other 3 hobbits. i cried. its was just so heart wrenching, to lose a friend like that. when i went home later, i felt this horrible feeling. it was like what i felt after watching harry potter. this undescribable feeling of sadness and something else. i just felt like hugging someone and crying. i hated the feeling. i felt so trapped in it. i guess it was the thought of losing someone you love like how sam loss frodo and the fact that sam and frodo bonded so much together in their journey through middle earth. i felt it so much that i even dreamt about them (the 4 hobbits). i dreamt that the hobbits and i were very close and that we loved each other. it was a nice feeling to constantly know that someone (in this case, 4 small hobbits) loves you. i think i may be feeling a lack of 'acknowledged love', like what i felt in harry potter. the feeling's still here and i do want to hug someone and cry but hey, i cant win them all can i? i'm gonna watch the show again and just let it all out during the ending. hope i'll feel better after that.
also, finished the carolling stuff today. did the accompanied one yesterday. it was good. i had to sing solo for because its christmas! thankfully it went well. was so proud of myself! even mrs kwan said she was impressed. hehe. : ) so all in all we'll be earning $71, which is an okay number. can't wait to feel the (hard earned) cash in my hands.
watched lotr: return of the king on the 22nd. the show was fantastic. cant wait to get the vcd. pipin sang too! his voice was awesome. the song was also great! cant wait to get the soundtrack. hope they have his song though. the show was so sad at the end. frodo had to journey to the undying lands and had to be seperated from the other 3 hobbits. i cried. its was just so heart wrenching, to lose a friend like that. when i went home later, i felt this horrible feeling. it was like what i felt after watching harry potter. this undescribable feeling of sadness and something else. i just felt like hugging someone and crying. i hated the feeling. i felt so trapped in it. i guess it was the thought of losing someone you love like how sam loss frodo and the fact that sam and frodo bonded so much together in their journey through middle earth. i felt it so much that i even dreamt about them (the 4 hobbits). i dreamt that the hobbits and i were very close and that we loved each other. it was a nice feeling to constantly know that someone (in this case, 4 small hobbits) loves you. i think i may be feeling a lack of 'acknowledged love', like what i felt in harry potter. the feeling's still here and i do want to hug someone and cry but hey, i cant win them all can i? i'm gonna watch the show again and just let it all out during the ending. hope i'll feel better after that.
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